Another rant / vent post, (Im sorry guys but please let me vent for awhile...)
I hate to admit it, but I am not happy with my new work!
Its not that I hate my work - in fact, no, I don't. Being in a travel industry is something that is really fulfilling for me, but I don't really feel the kind of satisfaction that I had with the previous company that I worked with.
The only complaint I had when I was still with PS is that they treat us as "Robots". All they care about are the numbers we produced and they neglect the quality of our work. Sigh... looking back, I can still remember how stressed I was all day. There were times that I feel like crying after work because its just too much for me to handle. Plus the fact that the management doesn't (or even if they do, they do not appreciate) our efforts. Hence, my resignation.
With my new job, well, its more relax... to the point that in a day, I don't feel productive at all. And Im dying with boredom! Though there are times that the day will be very busy, but not all the time.
Like the other day. I think I was idle for half of my shift, I was doing nothing but surf the net, read a book and chitchat with my colleagues. After I took my lunch, I was caught up in a reservation and took me 7 hours to resolve (blame it to KLM and Delta!!!).
And today, I have to kill time so I have to write something. =D
Anyway, the point is, I thought I don't like being stressed and being in a more laid-back environment will be more preferable; but now that I'm here, its not fun at all. For some reason, I miss the stress. A part of me wants to go back, and another part of me doesn't. Which is which?
Sigh... I think wherever I go, I'll still have complaints no matter what!
There, I have said it... I feel better now. Thanks! =D
